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I haven't posted here for so long! |
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| you hurt too much to keep |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|07:08 pm] |
I wish that my eyes would already dried out from tears, even if it was meant to be blind.. So that I could already stop crying. Because every time I cry I feel my heart hollows inside me. Like even an intake of breath isn’t enough to take another beat.
It’s okay to cry, but if it’s too much
it just won’t stop.It’s not easy.
Never was. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2009|12:46 am] |
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Won't be using this often, or probably not at all.
Private space.
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| Truth, Bitter Truth |
[Oct. 4th, 2009|12:22 am] |
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You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.
- One Tree Hill
10 Things I would like to tell 10 People without naming them: - Could you stop acting like this, because it's making me really confused.
- I wish you'd trust me and tell me everything, because I want to be there.
- I wish you'd learn how to stop judging others.
- Do not be affected by what others say about you, okay? It really isn't worth it.
- God loves you. He really does.
- Please don't give up on me
- I forgive you.
- Do you know you're so much better than this?
- Im sorry for hurting you.
- You know, you really ought to learn how to appreciate things more..
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|11:07 pm] |
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Break my heart for what breaks yours
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| I'm soaked to the skin |
[Sep. 28th, 2009|05:07 pm] |
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If you hold back on the emotions -- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them -- you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.
But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.'
- tuesdays with Morrie |
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|08:38 pm] |
Okay My ppg just called me specially to tell me she heard this song on the radio and that she knew i would love it.. How nice :)
God never gives us a trial which we can't overcome, and no matter how difficult and trapped you feel, there's always light at the end of the darkness. A way out.
I'm still walking through this reaaaally reaally long and dark tunnel. And though the tunnel scares me so, the route is bumpy and never smooth, how moody and dirty it is.... There's only one thing in my mind.
To see Jesus at the end of the tunnel.
Yup, Okay back to SS i go! :)
+ (26.09.2009)
Happy Birthday Joanne Eng!
It's the end where i begin.
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|12:05 am] |
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"So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah"
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[Sep. 23rd, 2009|10:25 pm] |
(24.09.2009.)
Happy happy birthday to:
Ruiqi (Y)
Winona (Y) |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|10:01 pm] |
Because of you, there's no need to fear (:
Okay, i've decided. I'm going to start all over and work on the connectgroup and i've lost.. I will do it from scratch, for God. Why have i stopped loving them? Why have i gave up on them? I loved them, and i will love them to the end.
And I need emotional maturity, to be able to accept things and people who disappoint. I need the maturity, to not be discouraged easily.
The song says:
I Love, because you First Loved me
I Live Because Of What You Gave
You Died To Showed Me How To Live
Your Mercy Taught Me To Forgive
I could have done the stupid way, the way everybody thought was easier, to leave when i was at the end of my road, but Thank you w445, Because i saw how YOU guys clung on, I clung on as well :))) See the importance of having a spiritual family? :)
I really hope BY FAITH i cried out all my suppressed emotions today. I really, really am so tired of having all the feelings inside stucked in heart all the time yet it's so stubborn to manifest.
Chcsa, will help me learn to be stronger :) Doing social work is really awesome, the smiles they give you.. melts your heart. And I want to be a social worker as well when i grow up!
A touch from God today, and i'm never the same again!
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Burdens.. Burdens for people :) It's somehow great to feel a burden for souls again.I forgot to mention how sweet Miss estelle chia was on friday ... she's sooooo nice sigh!
Ok at airport today studying, ruiqi you idiot don't anyhow give people your number anymore! I helped her to fix her stalker :D thank you thank you i know i know :D
the guy gave her 53 miscalls leh. STALKER OR WHAT. funny to the max.. ruiqi said he was super round hahahha i just saw his photo
After i called him to tell him to stop disturbing my friend, He texted:
"Can we still remain as phone buddies?"
And i replied:
"hahahhhahahahahahhahahhahahahahhahahaha
hahahahahhahahahahhahahahhhahahahahhahaha
hahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhaha No."
"So this is the end?"
"yup i'm not talking to you anymore, it's the last goodbye."(LOL SO EMO HAHAHA)
On the phone:
"Why don't you want to reply?"
"err, cause i don't want to?"
"don't you enjoy talking to me? :("
"err, NO i don't enjoy talking to you omg."
"FINE. i guess this is over ? this is the end?"
"yup this is the end buhbye"
Ohya and he damn weird seriously he spam text her alot of hair stand messages oh and greg got freaked out when we were talking about lesbians in IJ LOL get used to it
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone |
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